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the color of my heart

2005-01-21T01:17:00.000-08:00

Your Heart is Red

What Color is Your Heart?
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THE big LOVE TEST: this is the kind of lover that makes me

2005-01-21T01:06:00.000-08:00

PASSIONATE LOVER. You love to love, always looking
for a relationship. You cannot live without it.
Your lover must be passionate and you want
that you and your partner melt into each other.
He/She should not try to take the domination .
You dont want a relationship without passion,
and the sexuality plays a big part. The first
moment you meet him/her is one of the most
important. There has to be something between
you , you cannot explain. From the first moment
on everything must fix. But when this passion
disappears you disappear to. For you it is
better to leave than to see your love
restrained.

PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
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what kind of girlfriend am i??

2005-01-20T23:44:00.000-08:00

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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what kind of kiss am i??

2005-01-20T23:31:00.000-08:00

You have a dominant kiss- you take charge and make
sure your partner can feel it! Done artfully,
it can be very satisfactory if he/she is into
you playing the dominant role MEORW!

What kind of kiss are you?
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my inner soul

2005-01-20T23:17:00.000-08:00

Your inner soul is content with the way it is. In
general you are a very sweet, caring person!
You love to kick back and hang out with your
friends, but you also enjoy time by yourself to
read a book and catch up on your studies. You
love the wildlife and you can always seem to
make the day better. Your lover is the luckiest
man in the world because people like you are
rare to come across. You love life but always
still have your head in reality.

What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (With Pics)
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am i romantic?*

2005-01-17T22:48:00.000-08:00

You hate not to love but you hate to fall in love.
You can't help but sigh when you see to people
kiss in the park and all. You don't like to go
over board and believe in a small steady
relationship at first so that it can grow. You
also like to think that you can have that kiss
that puts you into a portal and you can't get
back until he/she stops.

How much do you love? GOOD PICS
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this, indeed is tres!

2005-01-17T22:42:00.000-08:00

You like the sweet, shy type.

What kind of guy are you most attracted to? (CUTE anime pics)
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♥ ♥ nice shot of tres and moi ♥ ♥

2005-01-13T20:20:00.000-08:00

i LOVE this pic*♥

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

dream++

2005-01-13T19:55:00.000-08:00

and we drove what felt like forever, down this street and stopped at the edge of the earth. it looks so beautiful from here, this is a place we dreamed of, a place made up in our head we thought we'd never see. but here i am.. eyes blinded by painted smiles. we lived a lifetime that night.. ♥

eLiz LoVeS mAnUeL

2005-01-13T19:45:00.000-08:00

and i'm not sure what i'm looking for..
but it's clear to see, the purpose of my existence,
..is laying here in front of me.
so close your eyes, and sleep to dream.
i'm by your side, no words to speak.
we'll set our course, and make it through...
no matter how far you go,
..my heart remains with you.
and if all else fails, you can look up at the sky..
because it's the same one that shines above You and I.
and if all else fails, you can close your eyes...
and i'll be right beside you, i'll be the one by your side.

tres, if ever you read this...

2005-01-13T19:33:00.000-08:00

i may run out of reasons why i love you, but i wont run out of love to give to you.

-im sorry last night... i'll never hate you again.

THE TASTE OF INK

2005-01-13T19:11:00.000-08:00

Is it worth it can you even hear me
Standing with your spotlight on me
Not enough to feed the hungry
I'm tired and I felt it for awhile now
In this sea of lonely
The taste of ink is getting old
It's four o' clock in the fucking morning
Each day gets more and more like the last day
Still I can see it coming
While I'm standing in the river drowning
This could be my chance to break out
This could be my chance to say goodbye
At last it's finally over
Couldn't take this town much longer
Being half dead wasn't what I planned to be
Now I'm ready to be free

So here I am it's in my hands
And I'll savor every moment of this
So here I am alive at last
And I'll savor every moment of this

And won't you think I'm pretty
When I'm standing top the bright lit city
And I'll take your hand and pick you up
And keep you there to so you can see
As long as you're alive and care
I promise I will take you there
And we'll drink and dance the night away

As long as you're alive
Here I am
I promise I will take you there

++TOO YOUNG FOR LOVE?++

2005-01-13T18:51:00.000-08:00

WE were just 15 when we met... are we too young for love?.. NAH! 'course were NOT!..

There's no such thing as the "right age" for love. Anybody san love at any age and any fucking given time.

Ours was a special one... we pamper each other's hearts by showing our care and love for each other .. We whisper words of love and we never let insecurities creep through our hearts.

We were happy..contented.. and doin fine.. but the we word here is... FOR A WHILE.

For one day,, i woke up and realized, he suddenly became cold. He wouldnt speak up, not unless i was the first to approach.. and it was weird, coz he's not like that.

I know he has difficulties in expressing himslef, but inspite of that he'd still gather all his guts just to say he loves me..

-but this time it was different,,
he was damn silent...
and his silence kills me.

I dunno what i did or say for him to ct this way.. im gettin scared... is he losin interest in me? doesn't he love me anymore?

...questions races through my mind.. I'm scared at the thought of losing him...

Its been a year and a month that weve been together. . . and its not the first time that we had misunderstandings... but this time, there's no really misunderstandings or whatsoever...

its just that we chose to stay inside our shells and close the doors for awhile.
Were total strangers once again..

Maybe we are still TOO young... not mature enough to know
and understand what real commitment is...
maybe, just maybe..#

++MY FIRST REAL DANCE++

2005-01-13T18:34:00.000-08:00

February 19, 2003... a very memorable night for me, for it was my last promenade ball..
Our prom was held at Manila Midtown Hotel. It was scheduled from 7pm-12am, but it was extended as the program started late.
I enjoyed the night eventhough it wasnt that complete as I was waiting for someone else.. Someone who didn't showed up!
I was very disappointed... but that didn't stopped me from enjoying my last prom.
Gladly, with the help of my buddies and some "crushes" .. i was able to cope up, smile, and dance my eart away!

Nothing sweet happened...uh?.. maybe i can consider the dance i had with Manuel Caballero... geezzz...hihi... 'tis kinda weird for he wasnt really my crush... he's my classmate.. the silent one, who's always 'stationed' at the corner of the room talkin to Geneva.

Weve never been that close... until last night, we danced to the point were embracing each other... and as we talked, i can feel his breathe on my nape...

-well, i dont wanna give any meaning to this 'unpredicted' thing... but i cant help thinkin about him and dreaming that we should have been..'couple...*

hehe..he's not my typical kind of guy, but i wished he was! his 'gentleness' got me weak on the knees...**

He was the fourth to ask me to dance... it was just a casual: "may i dance with you?" .. and i said,"sure!"... but when we hit the dancefloor... (man! i feel like a woman! hehe**)

he was focused on me (my pleasure=*) and we were like 'dates' coz he didn't give me up on the guy who wished to switch partners..

I couldn't remember what we had talked about... for all i can remember is when he and I went back to our table,.. holding each other's hand...**

Indeed!, it was the best and 'real' dance i ever had!..**

TrEs

2005-01-11T23:10:00.000-08:00

He was my classmate way back highschool years in Diliman. I was only 16 when we met. I was still young and innocent. He was the kind of guy that I had always wanted - so caring, gentle, sweet, understanding, and everything. He was my first boyfriend. He promised he would give me everything I wanted and all I needed to do was to love and listen to all his needs. I thought that wasn't that difficult to do because, eventually, i fell for him. He promised to be with me till the rest of my life and would never hurt me. Hurting me was the last thing on his mind. He said he loved me with all his heart!